huimin aka pipi♥
dover ITE
ALWAYS 19 ^^\/
a simple girl living in a
complicated world
pipi is back...
well...today is damn not my day...everythingsssss goes the wrong way...it's nt wat i wan loh...tsk...really make me no mood...sorry if i din tok to anyone of u...i really nt in the mood...
first..i woke up by a bad dream...making my mood nt gd at all...
den wols wols prepare...so asked xq go sch first...
den in sch...really nt my day loh...everythings seem so aiyoo....donno la...
so stress...den still got tat vb test...damn it loh...LIGHT BULB stop it loh...u noe is difficult de ma??...later i ask doggy go pee at ur stand hor!!!...tsk...
den i feel like transparent loh...i asked so much how u do...den no reply...wth...
den do project...to be honest...i really donno wat they wanna do...it's different from wat we decided from the starting...so i really don felt like giving ideas le...sorry...n i really hv no mood to do the project when it's nt my day...
n hor...leader is nt a job for me...i don fit to be a leader...i wan a change...ppl in the group...volunteer pls!!!...it's so stress to be a leader when u donno wat ur group members doing n everythings changing n u din even get the chance to contribute for the informations...TIS IS NT A LEADER SHLD BE!!!...damn...i noe...i don hv leadership spirit...i donno la...i'm so stress...although i may nt show it(i tot i gt show??..)...tat doesn't mean i like to be a leader...it's no one wanna be...so i jus volunteer...haiz...regret...
i nt blamming anyone...i jus blamming myself being so naive...thinking being a leader is so simple...jus do wat u think is rite...but...everything go so wrong...feel like i din contribute anything...jus entertaining everyone...haiz...tat's nt wat i wan...
i wanna contribute more...i wanna noe wat the informations is...i wanna noe m i really a leader...i wanna noe wat r we doing...i wanna noe r they changing things last mins...
damn...tis few days i really emo...i may be happy..but i'm nt...everything is so...haiz...stress...
i nt saying anyone...i jus thinking tat i really stress wit those courses...i stress until i use sciossor cut my hair...n nw regret cutting it...i think i giving myself to much stress le...but march is coming soon...exam...oh no...i really muz buck up...haiz...
depression..
damn...
y we choose tis topic???
depressed...
stress...
frustrate...
anxious...
nervous...
afraid...
scared...
sad...
tsk...
argh!!!!...
i'm crazy...
but at least...i did something tat make me happy again...went home after project...windows under cleaning...den mummy cant close the top windows...den she go take hammer...donno for wat...lol...den heard knock knock sound...den i kpo...den go help mummy...within 1min done...haha...sometime u don jus use strength...u need to use brain also...haha...
stop sending those smses...
it's irritating...it's over already...
so jus stop it...ther's no another chance...
it's nt ur fault...
it's i who wanna stop it...
love evil ;;
11:11 PM <3
