huimin aka pipi♥
dover ITE
ALWAYS 19 ^^\/
a simple girl living in a
complicated world
U CAN CHOOSE NT TO READ TIS ENTRY...TIS IS JUS HOW I FEELS NW...NO OFFENDING...JUS MY FEELINGS...
i so moody tis few days...i don feel like laughing...i feel sad...i feel angry...i feel alone...i feel depressed...i don feel like who i m nw...
more sad things happened...my cube...gosh...i really wanna cry liao...my things really nt important meh???!!!...i so generous lend my things to others...but it seems like i done wrong liao loh...i blame myself...nw my two cubes down...so sad...sob...
tears really block my vision...but muz hold it...haiz...small one cost $3...nw one small cube broke liao..keep on drop...den color fade...nw no color le...den still gt pen mark, liquid fluid mark...='(...headache...
today more worst...haiz...shldnt hv went sch...i saw my big cube became something tat i don rmb...the color fading...the cubes loosen...it's jus like another cube loh...WTH...starting i felt so hungry...but when i saw my cube...no mood to eat le...so i jus drank a soy milk...feel like crying...but..nv...jus keep myself silence..try nt to think of it...try to avoid looking at it...forcing myself to joke ard...i'm tired...
i really feel like scolding vulgar...*&&+##$%%...i'm nt scolding or anyone...so don feel sad...i jus gonna blame myself...
i'm sad...nw den i noe it cost me a lot sia...
i'm nt asking anyone to say sorry...no use alrdy...things hv done...cant go back...
i'm jus sad...very sad...disappointed...depressed...
the cube which acc me during exam break...during the time which i don hv nano life...during the time i m feeling bored...memories...*cry*...
replacing them but will still miss them...
but tis teach me a lesson...nt to play in sch...if nt ppl will wan to play too...so i will nt play much in sch...i will b obedient...i will study hard...i will b quite...i will nt laugh if i don feel like...
想哭，卻不敢哭
以爲不去理
就會沒事
其實質是自欺其人
我好難過
卻又不想大家為我擔心
心如刀割
一箭中心
不想聽到 道歉
道歉已沒用
可是也不要假裝沒事
不要覺得不是你的錯
love evil ;;
9:29 PM <3
