huimin aka pipi♥
dover ITE
ALWAYS 19 ^^\/
a simple girl living in a
complicated world
tis few days was thinking abt a lot of things...my mind going to burst...jus like my heart...i really worried abt my sis...ever since she change her attidute...erm...i think when she is P6 or sec1...she really change a lot...she is not the sis i hv anymore...she started to scold vulgar...she became fierce...i noe deep in my heart, she jus wanna protect herself...when she was in primary sch...one idiot teacher was always scolding, 'bully' her...she was so afriad of tat teacher...every nite, she will kneel down n pray to the god...every nite watching her doing tis...i really felt tat i m so useless...i really think tat i cant protect her...i'm so useless...
everytime saw her throwing her temper...although i really cant stand it...i still tried not to tok back...i don wanna put more fuel to it...i can only see her throw thing, bang the door, hit the door...
in tis long holiday, she stay at home almost everyday...she change a lot...she did not throw her temper...she laugh, smile, hving fun...tis is wat the sis i wan...enjoy herself, tok to my mum...hving fun wif everyone...i don wan a sis tat always think tat everyone does not care abt her...n she start throwing temper...
mum adore her...mum cares abt her...mum cried becos of her...mum worried becos of her...mum wan her to be happy...
i wan her to be happy...i cares abt her...i worried becos of her...i really hope tat she will noe tat we ppl cares abt her...
although i jealous n envy abt her being adore by mum...i still care much abt her...she is my sis...my one n only sis...
i noe sometime i may say tat i hate her...but deep in my heart, she will always b my one n only sis...
i wan her to be happy...but i does not wan her to waste her life...i noe it will be hard to start a new life in a new sch...but i really hope tat she will try to cope it...
tears roll down my cheek...i donno y...
y did u msg me...i thought u forgot abt me...
i m confuse abt us...who m i to u???...
do u care???
love evil ;;
3:54 AM <3