huimin aka pipi♥
dover ITE
ALWAYS 19 ^^\/
a simple girl living in a
complicated world
days went by so fast...it was jus like a blink...tml is going to b the last day of yr 2006...miss the day wif frienz...haha...i noe some don even treat me as frienz...who noes, mayb all don treat me as frienz...haha...now i no frienz le...haha...poor me...haha...okay la...it's fine...i'm sure true frienz will come one day...when???...i also donno leh...haha...
thinking back tis yr wat hv i done...hmm...i made my mum down...i din get a good result in the first O lvl MT paper...sigh...y neh???...i really hope tat i can pass my O lvl wif a very excellent mark...so tat i can go poly...haha...actually when flashing back tis yr wat i hv done...i did not done much...i did not like to tok to some of my classmates...y???...i scare...i scare tat they will say i very boring...i been hurt through tis word before...ppl saying tat i was boring don wanna b my frienz, really hurt me a lot...tat's y, i try to say jokes/lame things to some of my frienz...i hope tat they wont leave me...
haha...i should not cry on spilled milk...haha...i muz b independent nxt yr...i wan to show those ppl who look down on my family/looking down on my mum...i study hard n let u ppl beg on us for forgiveness...my mum is the best mum ever...although i angry abt something of her...i still think tat she is the best...she din request much from us...she din request us to get high mark in every subject...she jus wan a pass...tat is y, ppl looking down on her...becos she hv nth to compare wif them...i noe she is upset...ppl looking down on our Woon family...i will not let u all look down on us...i will study hard n earn more money...i wan u ppl to noe tat we Woon family is not wat u all think it is...u all will regret one day...
sorry mum...although i noe tat u don read my blog, i still wan to say sorry for throwing out all those frustrations...i really hv to say it out, if not i might burst...sorry...my heart really cant stand it...every knife pass through my heart...i really hurt...
i miss you...but i don love you...
love evil ;;
8:05 PM <3
