huimin aka pipi♥
dover ITE
ALWAYS 19 ^^\/
a simple girl living in a
complicated world
Yeah!!!...finally done wit my new blog skin...haha...no better than previous skin...but i still like tis...so tired...haha...waste a lot of my time...haha...also edited some of the photo...haha...
last friday, feeling frustrated and annoyed...really in no mood...hate to set a date...some irritating loh...asked me to set time n date to watch movie...in the end say no time, cannot make it...den jus kindly asked whether want to go watch movie today(i mean last friday)...i don mind u tell me u cannot make it...but i upset on wat u say abt (quote:"u all go watch...i don go wit u all...i go watch wit my bro)...tat time donno who say wan to watch together...den now gif me tis kind of attitude...i hv limited paitent on tis...
pls tink abt me loh...thursday i had my exam...i still done the time for us to watch...becos i gif a promise...i m very tired loh...need to study and still need to set the time...in the end wat did i got...u all din even appreciate n not even a thank you...
sorry may not mean a thing if u don even noe wat u hv done wrong...i gave u the dise tat i made for present...i don understand y u wan to show off abt the dise i gave...but i jus noe tat u don understand wat i wan to say inside the dise...it is not jus a simple birthday dise...it also hidden something...i really hope u will noe wat i mean...3 of us r no longer like the past...or mayb we don even hv the past...from the msg u reply to me...i noe u still don understand wat i trying to say in the dise...i don wanna say it straight to u...becos i don wanna hurt u...as a result, i become the one who is being hurt...i m not a fool...u say the 3 of u also hv no time to go out...den y 3 of u still can go kbox, shopping together?...i really don get it...Do u really think tat i m a fool, an idiot???...damn it...
ever since she walks into our friendship...everything hv change...now she hv kicked me away n replaced my place as a friend of urs...i m jus a ball...being kicked, thrown away...u say i m ur best friend...r u sure abt it?...i don think so...mayb is becos of our age gap...our mindset r different...u only think abt urself...u always tink tat i don mind anything...but did u noe?...i MIND...
nerves, cells...kicking, beating on my head...headache...gosh...i really tired abt it...y izzt always when we hving fun times...in the end there will always be sadness, annoying..?...
stupid...
i hope u,u n u...will saw tis entry...n noe wat i really wan to say...
i m not a person who can speak well...therefore, i can only use words to express my feeling n also to avoid embrasses..
love evil ;;
6:06 PM <3
