huimin aka pipi♥
dover ITE
ALWAYS 19 ^^\/
a simple girl living in a
complicated world
now left 1 wk 5days to O level...OMG...nxt wk MT paper...gosh...i'm so nervous...i don wan to get a B4...i wan to hv a A2...i wan to pass wif a A not a B...i cant let my family down...i noe i hv make them sad when i retained...when i got my N result last yr...they were quite happy tat i can make it to sec5...they did not scold me...they still motivated me...i was confused...really...my friend did asked me..:"tis kind of result...you still wanna go sec5 arhz?...r u sure?..."...i was reluctant...i donno wat step to take...even my teacher also say better go ITE don waste time on sec5...but i really wan to go sec5...
the 'person' in the sky gif me chance to retain...as he noe i will not cope if i don retain...i saw many of my badge classmates went to ITE...tat 'person' noe tis will happened...so he wanted me to stay...he noe i wil cope...
but...did i?...
i donno...
my mind is blank...
totally blank...
i don wan anyone to look down on me or my parents...
don always tink tat u got those dirty money...u can look down on us...
i wan to show everyone i m not stupid...
i'm jus lazy to tink abt my studies...
i jus more interested in other things than in studies...
but now...i really will study hard...
tis few days...i will try to cope...at least i tried...
i tried...
love evil ;;
5:37 AM <3
